mags @maenad@cthonic.club

If you want to pay me to run a game for you+your friends, you can hire me to do so through here https://commiss.io/mags

Profile picture by @sherm , gifted by @signalstation

I'm a:
Computational scientist (PhD in Biology via Applied Math), doing the academia thing until I rage quit.

baker/dog owner/wannabe goth/poppunk nostalgist/(s)witch/comic nerd/crafter

Wantonly bisexual, terrible at romance, worse at monogamy, permanently angry at gender norms.

I like:
WoW/OW

brazilian jiu jitsu/muay thai/dance/lifting

Made two 30-somethings laugh until they cried by showing them @RAPIDPUNCHES 's neon sharks

(fyi, this poll is because I've been wearing a pentagram necklace for a while but tend to hide it for work calls and it occurs to me that I am not sure if I'd do the same for a cross)

Jewelry containing religious symbols is:

it's hard not to think of her this time of year

IIIIIIIIIIIII am teaching a complicated topic in 3 hours LETS PLAN GAMES INSTEAD

I aaaaaam ... probably going to run BBB online again sometime this coming week

and as an adult, I find myself longing for the kind of friendships I thought I had then - times when we could sit on the roof and bullshit about anything, half drunk

and it took a while, but I think I FINALLY have sober friendships where we completely have each others' backs.

I DID have nights where I was walking back from the bar with my friends, leaning on each other and joking/nagging about drinking water

I had drunken ONS that we both kind of regretted even though we both consented to

I had nights where we took shots and then went to the hookah bar and worked and smoked and chugged espresso

I went to parties where we passed weed and giggled, even if I never particularly enjoyed that bit

I listened to a punk song about drinking today without the wistfulness for an imaginary misspent youth that usually comes along

I think I may be forging an identity that's more than those fantasies

So....

Should I stream online ttrpg play?

How do you know if it's mania or inspiration?

yes, this is now a 24/7 ad account

okay not really but I now work exclusively teaching people on the internet and never leave my house I got fuck all else to post

Also, I'm not gonna say it's an actual purchase level, but there have been twopeople who bought dying in space for whom I've agreed to facilitate offline, one 1500 miles away

if you want more excellent art of dead astronauts, consider buying my zine with @signalstation https://maenad.itch.io/dying-in-space

Over here, we got the best emojos, including courtesy of the amazing @RAPIDPUNCHES

FYI: you do not need to actually BUY "Dying in Space" to play with us.