Computational scientist (PhD in Biology via Applied Math), doing the academia thing until I rage quit.
baker/dog owner/wannabe goth/poppunk nostalgist/(s)witch/comic nerd/crafter
Wantonly bisexual, terrible at romance, worse at monogamy, permanently angry at gender norms.
brazilian jiu jitsu/muay thai/dance/lifting
music Show more
there's new mindless self indulgence what kinda rock have I been living under
(do not judge this is my crunch time music you cannot take this from me)
job hunting paraphrased Show more
"write a few paragraphs about why you deserve this job"
oh good, a chance to really embrace my imposter syndrome
u ever notice how all the game of Thrones character names are almost like regular names:
jon = john
arya = daria
bran = brian
bronn = brian
brienne = brian
daenerys = darnice
melissandre = melissa/andre
tyrion = tyrone
ned = jed
jaime = jamie
catelyn = kathleen
cersei = sissy
jorah = jormo
sansa = santa
sandor = santa
robb = robbb
theon = the onion
joffrey = jeffley
littlefinger = laura ingrahams
gargron = garfield
samwell = sam goody
stannis = janice
jeor = eeyore
varys = daenerys
friendships Show more
so the people who work at the game store I frequent sat me down a little while ago to explain that we were actually friends it wasn't just a nerd parasocial thing
which makes me wonder if the people who work at the comic shop I used to frequent who still remember my name and write me pages long e-mails even though I moved away 18 months ago were maybe also my friends???
lewd, website Show more
so lewdexchange.club never actually happened
anyone wanna send me lewd things to post anonymously?
I don't need to do more things right now
MH Show more
friend told me I need to lower my threshold for what kinda behavior results in me cutting people out forever
therapist told me I need to schedule more alone time
welp. these sentiments will definitely mix well with an all or nothing mentality.
complaining about something trivial so that I can complain about something concrete Show more
I get really irritated at plant stores that sell pots without holes in the bottom. Like, do you WANT my plants to get root rot? (yes, because then I have to buy new plants).
At least with metal pots it's as easy to fix as using a hammer and nail to knock some holes in the bottom. With ceramic you need a drill and a masonry bit (which I don't have), and plastic just fractures...
Sweet food, nice moment Show more
Ordered a donut at my favorite donut place pre-therapy
"They're kinda small today, let me give you two"
Science goth who likes hugs.
cthonic (/ˈTHänik/) adjective concerning, belonging to, or inhabiting the underworld. an instance for people with dark interests. not a Lovecraft fan instance.