[vocal aspect] @maenad@cthonic.club

I'm a little more emotional over at @maenad

I'm a:
Computational scientist (PhD in Biology via Applied Math), doing the academia thing until I rage quit.

baker/dog owner/wannabe goth/poppunk nostalgist/(s)witch/comic nerd/crafter

Wantonly bisexual, terrible at romance, worse at monogamy, permanently angry at gender norms.

I like:
WoW/OW

brazilian jiu jitsu/muay thai/dance/lifting

I really like the album "Magic Gone" by Petal.

People who like angst ballads sung by a woman would probably like it.

pet peeve: crop tops that are like 8 inches top to bottom

that's smaller than my bust increase (bust - underbust) :<, there's no fucking way that's not showing 100% underboob

me yesterday: oh I'll just make a slow cooked meal for when my parents get here so it doesn't matter as much when they actually show up it can just be done then as long as I know the 2 hr window or such

me today: ... why is their flight 2.5 hours delayed

I very much want to watch the rest of this youtube video

I also wanna fold laundry and take a bath

too bad I'm not remotely bold enough to take my laptop into the bathroom

ate some avocado toast

guess that's 3 more years until I can afford a house

went into Urban Outfitters today

lots of cute cheap-ish (< $20) bralettes

most of them would fit half a tiddy even in the largest size (one of my boobs)

I get that urban doesn't have plus sized clothes for reasons that I won't address but like

I don't even know who has a 36" ribcage and that little boob volume

A quinceañera party came into this cafe and now I am trapped behind poofy dresses.

"blizzard bans normal bad manners in games it's like they don't even know their audience"

except like... they have a really really large fan base so they might be doing something right? that maybe decentering players like you actually isn't a bad call at the corporate level?

everyone in my family (both sides) drinks (beer wine and liquor) like a fish, except those that have gone through the program

if I am allergic to alcohol I am the first :<

I stopped drinking beer because any amount of beer gave me a headache. even the smallest bit baked into something meant 12 hours of pain. I also started noticing that my mouth would swell up when drinking it - just everything would be puffy and sensitive in my mouth (and who knows what else)

for a while I went "well, wine and liquor don't have that effect"

only I had a glass of white wine at 5 PM yesterday and my head STILL HURTS

:<

(red was fine last weekend)

last thing re: plants

Kris is pretty good about not eating things that aren't his but we don't watch him 24/7 so I'd rather avoid things that are poisonous to dogs

re: plants much as I hate ivy I'm tempted to get an ivy thing and do some macrame to make a hanging cradle for it and ask the maintenance guy to put a hook in the ceiling to hang it

just the idea of having some leaves dangling in one corner of the room is appealing

so I really wanna put a plant in my living room because .... well plants are good

the problem is I like to keep my living room dark and cave like

ideas?

(no, fake greenery isn't the same, yes, I can tell the difference, especially as I'm SUPER smell oriented)

me: I should make coffee and save money

grocery store cold brew: or you could by me

me: ... or I could buy you

no ragrets

(it's only ~ 2x as expensive as making my own because it works out to about $1 per "dose" and I use expensive coffee when I make my own)

my guild in WoW is a bunch of asian american adults (the key players are my age or older) from the PNW. It's called "high life" because most of them are pretty blazed when they play.

so far 3 friends just think they have particularly bad taste in beer.