mags @maenad@cthonic.club

I'm a:
Professor of Analytics, doing the academia thing until I rage quit.

baker/dog owner/wannabe goth/poppunk nostalgist/(s)witch/comic nerd/crafter

Wantonly bisexual, terrible at romance, worse at monogamy, permanently angry at gender norms.

I am OBSESSED with ttrpgs. Check out what I write at https://maenad.itch.io/, what I run/play at https://www.twitch.tv/magsmaenad, and what I make at https://www.etsy.com/shop/magsmaenad

Profile picture by @sherm , gifted by @signalstation

High anxiety day and a friend is insisting I never explicitly invited him to a thing I provably did and that I clearly just presumed he'd help me

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text to friend: I'm ready to go I'm just also crying in bed.

making myself cry with this thing I'm writing

Reminder for the me of yesterday:

You are not responsible for anyone's MH but your own.

at least algorithms know I'm queer

some days I aspire to be morticia

days like today I aspire to be gomez

let's blow up some trains

finally worked up the gumption to call the gas company to transfer my service aaaaaaaaaand....
they were closed for the holiday so I have to call again tomorrow

brb screaming forever

you ever hit wordcount and feel a little faint when you realize you're at 6000 words and counting?

this is going to be a big project.

good for me.

the lack of musical and artistic education in our society at present is robbing generations of deserved pride

the notion that only some people can sing, or drum, or draw, is criminal

we evolved making music around fires together and drawing in pigment on cave walls, you can' tell me we somehow lost that (I hate evopsych generally but I will maintain this perspective)

blacked out for a few seconds today and ended up on the ground, my chin caught on the edge of my desk somehow (and my laptop completely uninjured in my hands a few inches above the ground).

I have bruises on my chin, my left nipple, and across both thighs, worse on my left.

This is fine.

I'm in full on "this is happening" mode and it's cool but also like... what?

Kris found two different slices of pizza on two different walks today.

This is two more slices of pizza than a dog should find.

2 friends today have posted about having more time to write games being potentially bad for there MH and I'm just sitting here trying not to put the blame for that on myself since I prodded both of them to design games.

dear students: I can never meet before 1 Eastern because I am not awake before 1 Eastern do not be an asshole ty ty

Me, shouting, typing into a text document while listening to music "THERE ARE NO RULES THIS IS ANARCHY"

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I presume this is also how everyone else designs games.