dear professor @maenad@cthonic.club

Sorry I popped back here during a manic episode and then disappeared forever again

So I've been writing this fantasy lesbian erotic horror thing that features blood play pretty heavily. I'll eventually need:
) People to read it and offer feedback
) Reference photos

So you know, if anyone wants to talk about it in DMs... ;)

It is very hard to make tea and stay angry.

Gonna bitter post here instead of on manbaby hellsite because the reality is: this breakup might not be permanent and might just be the rock bottom moment for her to get therapy and I'm not gonna poison that well with subtweets in the places she reads

Here's a pic of us happy together last week. Too bad I have a hard line against utter refusal to do the work. You know who else is mentally ill with yards of trauma?

It is what it is

Missed y'all

@pagrus I don't think so D:

@pagrus I moved! I will have to get you an updated mailing address at some point

@JordiGH I have not been. Dealing with personal stuff and trying to spend more time talking to people about it and less time screaming into the void.

Also I got sucked back into birdhellsite.

Friends - At the end of this month I'll be sending out a batch of postcards. If you want to walk to your mailbox and see a hand printed card from me, please RSVP here: https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSdk410Df38Uljo3unZIVxA8UESMSB1C_2T-tkuPC7VKI1qW5A/viewform?usp=sf_link

This is open to anyone. The joy is in the making.

@KevSaund that is weird! My instance is just me. Maybe it's because I generally don't block problematic instances because I don't really hear about them and also they don't show up on my federated??

Anyway, I'm glad you got it! I hope you love it!

@pagrus I'll mail you another >.>

@pagrus https://www.coldhearthcollective.com/product/climbing-the-witch-s-tower-patches-stickers you should've gotten the full combo

me to a dude I've been sleeping with: "like, I'm obviously not a lesbian but..."
dude: "what you did to your hair begs to differ"
me: "just say that you're into force femme"

(he is "not into force femme" but wants me to dress him in lacy girl clothes and fuck him in the ass so.........)

@pagrus oh my goodness one of the patches got lost !!! OH NO

glad you like it, though :)