mags @maenad@cthonic.club

Went to a friend's house.

He gave me water, and food, and then told me to take a nap.

I now feel a lot better.

I am sort of annoyed at how it took someone else to do that but we won't dwell on that.

@paulczege oooh

me, shouting: THAT'S NOT AN AXIOM

also me, in a quiet resigned voice: we don't need to derive rules when we're asserting that they're how operators work

friend just found out what happens when I experience a head massager.

apparently what happens is complete neurological malfunction

Every landlord of a space I'm moving into has forgiven January rent unprovoked.

What.

So, for the record (worth clarifying for people I could just DM):

I am panicking because moving. I am using other personal projects to hyperfocus on something that doesn't stress me out, at the cost of .... lack of progress towards moving.

"this isn't an opinion it's a math fact"

https://gfycat.com/flimsymaturebunting

who doesn't love a good 2 AM anxiety attack?

this one was really bad

usually I have things I just can't think about and stuff I can do to relax

anyway there was me with my arms going numb crying while watching ASMR

UGH

(I am putting too much on myself, I know, but it's all good stuff and a friend or 50 will help)

@invisivel fascinating!

good news: I started packing my decks of cards

...

I got to 12 and stopped

Starting to pack up my house tonight

What should I pack first?

@iliana yes. hard agree.

It's 3 PM and I have only one question: WHAT am I doing with my life?

@anarchosynthiecat grammar only matters in that it improves clarity of communication, and your communication was plenty clear!

@anarchosynthiecat good feedback, thank you

@genderlessmenace666 I mostly agree, although witches and wizards are VERY different (and I hate wizards)

@catoutofbed @KitRedgrave in a sense this is market research - I'm writing a game and debating the relative merits of making "the witch" female

merits: there are some interesting bits I can imply by making them female

cons: I think playing with a genderqueer witch has really interesting implicaiton

...

I guess I definitely want to make the witch NOT male.