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I want to clarify that this post isn't a subtoot of anyone who might read this

I'm working on collaborative projects with a handful of straight men my age, one of whom is my ex, and I'm getting really tired of having the "no, not like that" conversation

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sometimes I hate forming friendships with straight men, especially if they're single

I don't like the "will they, won't they" feeling, especially not from mutual friends. ESPECIALLY NOT FROM ME.

friendships are good. collaborative friendships are better. romantic partnerships are often disappointing.

someone told me I have catlike energy

now it's a thing I allcaps at them whenever they're asking for attention

Accidentally wrote an RPG for the -200 Word RPG Design Challenge. It destroys 200 words of any written work it encounters. The ink is screaming. I'm rolling dice but nothing helps. The language is leaving us.

Anyway, it's on itch.io

the problem with having a not-kid in a difficult situation is I get all of these ADORABLE pictures and then can't post to social media in good conscience

just imagine a tiny blond person holding a knife

On the bus to court for my not-kid (selfie, eye contact)

PMS 

I swear I have just enough time between periods to forget how awful having them is

Watching people be affectionate with each other when the timeline gets quiet late at night is AMAZING

gender 

I guess I prefer *them*, but feel like I'm making a mountain out of a molehill by asking for it (even though I respect other enbies who do).

which is probably not the point, especially not in this space.

I'm not gonna get a binder or start dressing more androgynously (because I honestly like my tits and fashion), but I might start making it more of a point to use neutral language for myself/request neutral pronouns where applicable.

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gender 

watched someone come out as trans recently and immediately spout a bunch of internalized transphobia about how they can't correct people about their pronouns because people who do that are assholes

and realizing that I might be doing something similar? I keep coming down to not being able to escape "being a person who experiences misogyny" and "internalized misogyny" while remembering longing for a gender neutral pronoun in college.

420, I guess - mostly allergies 

Today's mood: rubbing weed on your cheek and wrist so you can figure out if you're allergic to it.

(smoke triggers my asthma but is weed smoke worse than other smoke?)

I guess... I will probably put up an etsy store for print copies of things? They will be printed by me and hand stitched by me.

Yeah.

I wrote a game/zine about self care now if only I can get my act together and follow the plan laid out for me by me: maenad.itch.io/worry-herbs

'tis the season to tell people about potatoes and molasses

Ejected From The Establishment For Refusing To Stop Hollering About Hell Orbs

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1. write rpg stuff
2. play rpgs
3. read rpg stuff
4. talk about rpg stuff online

choose 2

mh, meds, queer shit, positive 

with respect to sexuality, my "not queer enough" feelings went away with meds almost immediately

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